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Subject: SolCore:The 10th Military Avatar of VISHNU....Suicide Solution.

"Floating soundlessly off the shoulder of Orion...Frozen Deep within the Silence of Sleep...Ahkalki Her Husband Lies Dreaming."

I, SolCore

From The Document Of Chanly Smann.

Eve of the universe:chapter 1-Final Distance-The Marathon Man.

[……from high orbit….on a space walk…..I see the earth….and as my most perfect moment…my intent was known…..I have seen the world as it is…..a silent sphere…..here beyond the reach of all mankind…..my gift to the human race…..my final message…….with purpose…..and with intent…..I let myself go……I was the first Cambodian ever to be chosen for a space mission……the first of his race to ever reach for the stars…..but within my heart….I had only wanted to see the beauty…..now I would die for the beauty……Because having seen the earth as no one on this planet had ever had……my gift……and as I drift away into the vast expanse of space…..20 minutes of oxygen….I think of all that I had done…..all that I had Achieved….The Ambition…..the hope of his race…the Khmers….we are artisans……but I cannot create with these hands…I do not have that ability…my art…the art of war…. How do I ….as one man…end all wars…..sacrifice….the ultimate work of art to purposely cut the cord of his life……its almost the end now…….I wonder what will happen now….I have been talking about my hopes and dreams……and I told them that if I did not do this than nothing would ever change….wars….conflict…for what….personal faith….and I tell them now…close to the end…..I see the earth now….farther away than anyone ever will ever again…..my final thought…..Peace On Earth……I my eyes were open the whole time….watching earth…crying into my helmet as I told them my story….no one at Houston or in fact the world…they were changed forever…..to boldly go where no man has ever gone before……even now after my oxygen is gone….I smile…thinking of noeun….my love…..my life….my god….my gift to you….I am staring at the earth…but in its eyes…I see only her an her daughter…….I think of nothing else….slowly my vision fades…..I feel myself dying…but I am unable to speak….I have lost that ability…but I keep thinking…of all those whom I loved and love me in return…I loved them all deeply….as no man has ever loved…for I was the hope of the world….from a country of civil wars and corruption and strife…..I hated them for what they did…..but I love my people….I have lost the ability to move at all…my eyes in a death gaze…but I am not afraid….I am at peace with myself…I am at peace with the world….and if there is any justice….When my brain finally dies…I would be In heaven……and as each and every one of my friends came to heaven I would be the one to greet each of them….my smile…my eyes….open…..forever….heaven…I go first….I promised my friends that I would be the last to die….the last person to ever have to die…..a suicide solution…..then darkness...in that universe….that was how I achieved my dreams…but that was a long time ago….a dream I had when I was but a child still in the crib……I didn’t understand it then….I was not scared….all I remember was seeing myself drifting away from the silent sphere…..and as I died….I woke up….I have forgotten this dream…..in which now can only understand…..]

  • 07.26.2007 9:10 PM PDT