- Ghandi 2
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- Exalted Mythic Member
I hate everything, but it's not my fault.
After over a year and 104 pages of PMs, I'm done. I no longer have the time to waste hours every day here (I dare not think about how much that total time is), and, honestly, it's very, very difficult to bring myself to care anymore. This feels more and more like fighting entropy, or, even worse, fighting the active power of stupidity itself, such as in The Flood, which, sadly, is infected and corrupted by the dark forces of 4chan—“Oh dear Wyrd no, you’re one of them!” I cried—more and more every day, even though The Flood really doesn't need 4chan's help to be stupid and annoying. As much as I hate 4chan (and I really hate 4chan), this is for time reasons as much as anything else, for I'm reasonably sure the what some would call slightly emo feeling of fighting entropy will pass once I am gone for a while.
I didn't want to fade away or leave with no reason given; however, since I don't want to clutter up the forum with pages of people saying goodbye, I'm going to lock this immediately (which, I suppose, is fitting for my last action as a moderator, considering the "reputation" I have gotten). If you would like to say something, please PM me: you can be brutally honest if you wish; I can't hurt you now. It always irritated me that people appeared to be afraid to speak the truth because of potential repercussions; if someone is doing a bad job and you don't tell him, he'll never get better. I guess it’s different if he’s being a jerk since that could be intrinsic, but your words, if said correctly, can still help. And of course, if nobody sends me anything I'll be very sad. ;-) I’ll respond to all of them, I promise.
I know I have made many mistakes over the time I have been here, so I would like to apologize to: everyone whom I wrongfully warned/banned (I did what I could), everyone whom I never responded to in a PM (I very rarely was ignoring you; I just forgot), everyone whom I offended by saying something stupid (which was too often), and everyone whom I occasionally flamed the hell out of because I was so frustrated.
Sorry to abandon you right before the deluge, but I must. This does not mean I will be gone forever. I still love Bungie and will always love Bungie, and as long as I do, I will at least keep my account alive. My time moderating was an...interesting experience, but it's time for me to move on.
Goodbye, everyone, and have a nice life.