- last post: 01.01.0001 12:00 AM PDT
Posted by: Xeroh
Posted by: Halifax
Posted by: Xeroh
I noticed on the thread, you kids tried your best to bring me back. Thats sweet, but a little disturbing. Your so attached to normal life and the lack of a insane girl on the internet is making you a little crazy(er). Im not going to make this world a better place, I know it. Im not going to change anything, or own a multibilion dollar corperation. Im not going to be saved or work for peanuts like the rest of my family. Im not going to help any of you with anything. Im not helping anyone.
Your wrong you know. I have done terrible things in my life but if nothing else, I have decided to stick around and try and help as many people as I can. It doesn't take money or owning a multibillion dollar corporation to help others. Helping others just to be helpful will really make you feel like you are doing something right. Ya it sounds like some boy scout speech but its true. You are not helping a single person by dying. You are hurting people, making them sad and guess what. You won't get another chance to change, you won't be able to go out and do some good in the world. You will be lying in the coffin where people will give you flowers and wish you were back with them...but you won't be helping a single person.
Think about it. Just who is being helped by this. You think its a few people you have made miserable? Well apologize, cahnge, try and talk to them. No matter how old or how stubborn (and believe me, I know stubborn) you have the ability to change. I am going to leave it at that and let you make your choice. But I suggest you stop being selfish and start thinking more about what you could do for so many people by living.
You make a very fine point master yoda.
I thought so. I don't know if it will change your mind but maybe someone who is contemplating doing the same thing you are might just stop and think...but i am no shrink. I am just an average 15 year old boy who has dealt with death more than he ever wanted to...and one more death would only hurt him and many others.