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She did seem better. Also she better be laughing her ass of at this because all of this crap better be one big joke.

  • 01.03.2005 5:47 PM PDT
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Posted by: Kendoboy
She did seem better. Also she better be laughing her ass of at this because all of this crap better be one big joke.

i hope it's a joke

  • 01.03.2005 5:48 PM PDT

Devil is Double is Deuce and Joker always trumps Deuce.

It's not a joke. We wouldn't joke about something like this. Random IM'd her on MSN messenger and she basically told him that she was gonna kill herself now.

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I don't know...................There's no way to talk to her??? What if this is a big evil joke. I'd laugh. It would be one of the biggest most well planned jokes ever. I hope it is just an evil joke.

  • 01.03.2005 5:51 PM PDT

Devil is Double is Deuce and Joker always trumps Deuce.

Invisos could not happen at a worse time.

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im not getting any invisos :).

  • 01.03.2005 5:53 PM PDT

a sad sad day i wish we could have done more but she seemed to have her mind made up

  • 01.03.2005 5:55 PM PDT
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I personally don't believe random people on the net. But if she did what you think she did, then I pay my respect in her memory.

  • 01.03.2005 5:55 PM PDT
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faking your death or pretending to commit suicide isnt funny and i think she's smart enough to realize it's just evil. It's to serrious of a topic to joke around with.

  • 01.03.2005 5:57 PM PDT
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i wish i was here earlier to help

  • 01.03.2005 5:57 PM PDT

Devil is Double is Deuce and Joker always trumps Deuce.

In honor of Xeroh:


Fade to Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
______________________________________________

I imagine this is what she felt like. I just thought that this song kinda....I dunno. W/e.

  • 01.03.2005 5:58 PM PDT
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barfs seeing twiches barf everywhere.
Posted by: Twitch666
you guys really need to chill out about this....DRAMA...god you're gonna make me barf everywhere

  • 01.03.2005 5:59 PM PDT
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Posted by: Twitch666
you guys really need to chill out about this....DRAMA...god you're gonna make me barf everywhere


I agree and don't agree. This is too much drama. I like being stupid. But if she really did.....then the drama isn't totally unnessesary.

  • 01.03.2005 6:00 PM PDT
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dont say goodbye yet.

  • 01.03.2005 6:05 PM PDT
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Posted by: MCs Brother
In honor of Xeroh:


Fade to Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
______________________________________________

I imagine this is what she felt like. I just thought that this song kinda....I dunno. W/e.
This song is often said to be about a person commiting suicide because his problems are too much to bear and for many this is what "Fade To Black" represents. The reason for Hetfield writing this song was actually because one night in Boston, all of Metallica's road gear was stolen from them.


  • 01.03.2005 6:08 PM PDT

Devil is Double is Deuce and Joker always trumps Deuce.

Posted by: gamingfreak200
Posted by: MCs Brother
In honor of Xeroh:


Fade to Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
______________________________________________

I imagine this is what she felt like. I just thought that this song kinda....I dunno. W/e.
The reason for Hetfield writing this song was actually because one night in Boston, all of Metallica's road gear was stolen from them.




Thanks for taking all the meaning out of it.

  • 01.03.2005 6:10 PM PDT
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Posted by: gamingfreak200
Posted by: MCs Brother
In honor of Xeroh:


Fade to Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
______________________________________________

I imagine this is what she felt like. I just thought that this song kinda....I dunno. W/e.
This song is often said to be about a person commiting suicide because his problems are too much to bear and for many this is what "Fade To Black" represents. The reason for Hetfield writing this song was actually because one night in Boston, all of Metallica's road gear was stolen from them.




i didnt know anyone else knew this. but its one of the best songs ever the opening is absolutly breath taking

  • 01.03.2005 6:10 PM PDT
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While I was having fun I can't believe this happened. I fell so ashamed that we couldn't do more. We talked her out of it once.

  • 01.03.2005 6:10 PM PDT
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Posted by: Kendoboy
Posted by: gamingfreak200
Posted by: MCs Brother
In honor of Xeroh:


Fade to Black - Metallica

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
______________________________________________

I imagine this is what she felt like. I just thought that this song kinda....I dunno. W/e.
This song is often said to be about a person commiting suicide because his problems are too much to bear and for many this is what "Fade To Black" represents. The reason for Hetfield writing this song was actually because one night in Boston, all of Metallica's road gear was stolen from them.




i didnt know anyone else knew this. but its one of the best songs ever the opening is absolutly breath taking
yeah its one of the best metallica songs.

  • 01.03.2005 6:12 PM PDT
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To take things a bit seriously here, we should get the thread she wrote, and her last IM conversations, and probably send them to her parents.

  • 01.03.2005 6:12 PM PDT
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We should all make links in our sigs that say, "Remember Xeroh" and link to this thread.

  • 01.03.2005 6:14 PM PDT
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yes but if this thread is correct it wouldnt change anything cause its too late.
Posted by: Vella
To take things a bit seriously here, we should get the thread she wrote, and her last IM conversations, and probably send them to her parents.

  • 01.03.2005 6:15 PM PDT
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...oh -blam!-

  • 01.03.2005 6:16 PM PDT
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Damn invisible posts.

  • 01.03.2005 6:17 PM PDT