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Posted by: SATANIC
This is what exactly happens when you listen to EMO.


I'm sorry but I have to laugh at that. Look. I have to go right now, but If you guys hear anything PM me. I seriously thing that she is fine. For some reason I don't think she did it.

  • 01.03.2005 8:06 PM PDT
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Posted by: SATANIC
This is what exactly happens when you listen to EMO.


Okay, that was funny.


But, time for Casey to offer his view on the situation. I actually read the thread Xeroh started when she managed to silmultaneously give links to movie trailers and give us a parting goodbye of sorts. I read through the heated discussion that continued, and then had to get off the computer five pages into it because I was getting too depressed. Whether she was joking or not, this is something to be taken seriously. I'm saddened because if she is dead, a good person's life has gone to waste. If she's not dead, there's still hope--never give up on someone who is suicidial. She has been in a bad situation for who knows how long, but she's been trying to make the most out of it. Why she wants to give up now really does perplex me.

I dunno, at the same time, there's not much a lot of us can do other than talk to her on the internet. I guess that's the most saddening thing about this whole ordeal; none of us were actually able to ever meet her in person and talk to her about it face-to-face. It makes one feel rather helpless in a time like this.

I'm pretty convinced that she either actually already has committed suicide or she is planning to do it soon.

If she's still alive, I don't think we can try and do much more than we already have--show our love and care for her and try to get her to realize that there are people out there who don't want her to go.

If she's gone, we'll just have to accept it and move on (as some already have).

If it's a joke, then I guess we're all just gonna have to take it with a grain of salt and say "good one." ...Although, I think this possibility is highly unlikely.

Yeah, I guess I basically just rambled on about things that have already been said, but I need to say something.

  • 01.03.2005 8:21 PM PDT

Posted by: GameJunkieJim
I don't understand -- have you all lost your mind?

You know what -- I'm leaving before I say something that pisses everyone off.


Good, no one cares Jim screw you.

  • 01.03.2005 8:26 PM PDT
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Posted by: MCs Brother
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She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own. She was incredibly lucky in having mostly working organs, and could have given others that opportunity in her time of dying.

  • 01.03.2005 8:28 PM PDT
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why? why? xeroh? why? I was first dissed by you on b.net and called a hippie three times by you. CANNON117 was the only person that i respected more. (except the mods) well, goodbye
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Posted by: oneindustriesusa
Posted by: GameJunkieJim
I don't understand -- have you all lost your mind?

You know what -- I'm leaving before I say something that pisses everyone off.


Good, no one cares Jim screw you.


He's trying to say that it's VERY likely that nothing happened, and this is a big fuss over nothing.

oneindustriesusa, however, probably shouldn't start with the invectives.

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Posted by: Tanikaze
Posted by: MCs Brother
Posted by: Tanikaze
She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own. She was incredibly lucky in having mostly working organs, and could have given others that opportunity in her time of dying.


Y'know, I'm not sure if Tanikaze is joking around or not, but that is a good point, macabre and morbid as it may be. In death, she could've helped to save the lives of others. Something positive would've come out of it, although in a kind of gross sorta way.

  • 01.03.2005 8:32 PM PDT


man seroiuslly being an organ donor is good but have some respect
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Posted by: Tanikaze
She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own

  • 01.03.2005 8:32 PM PDT

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Posted by: oneindustriesusa
Posted by: GameJunkieJim
I don't understand -- have you all lost your mind?

You know what -- I'm leaving before I say something that pisses everyone off.


Good, no one cares Jim screw you.


He's trying to say that it's VERY likely that nothing happened, and this is a big fuss over nothing.

oneindustriesusa, however, probably shouldn't start with the invectives.



He has made fun of me here since day one so screw Jim. I dont care that he has no respect.

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Posted by: Casey
Posted by: Tanikaze
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Posted by: Tanikaze
She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own. She was incredibly lucky in having mostly working organs, and could have given others that opportunity in her time of dying.


Y'know, I'm not sure if Tanikaze is joking around or not, but that is a good point, macabre and morbid as it may be. In death, she could've helped to save the lives of others. Something positive would've come out of it, although in a kind of gross sorta way.
yeah if your gonna kill yourself do some good before you do, that way you could save other people from dieing,ones that dont want to die.

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i don't think she'll do it. but i just go with the flow.\\i'm talking about kiling herself.

[Edited on 1/3/2005 8:43:27 PM]

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Posted by: oneindustriesusa
He has made fun of me here since day one so screw Jim. I dont care that he has no respect.


OK, number 1, I didn't say god damn word one to you after I proved you to be lying through your teeth many months ago.
Number 2, It's not about respect at this point in time --

If she's still alive, she deserves no respect, and if she's dead, she doesn't need it or care if we give it.

Number 3, Who the hell do you think you are? Were you in any of those chats? I sure as hell was. Shut your flipping mouth, before I really get pissed and find some way to come out to Redmond and shut it for you.

You have no idea what this is even about.

You sir, are an unmitigated ass, and have no inkling of who you are messing with.

If MCs Brother is interested, he can PM me and I will give him Xeroh's real name and a phone number. I don't know if the phone number is still valid, but it should be -- it was current as of 8 months ago.

  • 01.03.2005 8:58 PM PDT

Posted by: GameJunkieJim
Posted by: oneindustriesusa
He has made fun of me here since day one so screw Jim. I dont care that he has no respect.


OK, number 1, I didn't say god damn word one to you after I proved you to be lying through your teeth many months ago.
Number 2, It's not about respect at this point in time --

If she's still alive, she deserves no respect, and if she's dead, she doesn't need it or care if we give it.

Number 3, Who the hell do you think you are? Were you in any of those chats? I sure as hell was. Shut your flipping mouth, before I really get pissed and find some way to come out to Redmond and shut it for you.

You have no idea what this is even about.

You sir, are an unmitigated ass, and have no inkling of who you are messing with.

If MCs Brother is interested, he can PM me and I will give him Xeroh's real name and a phone number. I don't know if the phone number is still valid, but it should be -- it was current as of 8 months ago.



I was in those chats and I know what this is about. Secondlly screw you Jim you had to get people on aim to harrass me because your a bastard.

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You lie again? It was you harrasing Nedus on AIM, first of all. You're a little brat. I guarantee that if you looked at my history on here and yours -- one of them will be fairly clean. And guess what -- it's not yours. Oh, and, you were NOT in the chats. Unless they held more than I saw. I was in 3 of them. With Texas Ben and MCsBrother. Just keep quiet. You don't know -- at ALL. Texas Ben is probably one of the few people on here besides myself that know, and that INCLUDES MCsBrother. And if you don't know what I'm talking about -- Good for you, but butt the -blam!- out.

It's a serious matter -- By the way -- notice you weren't in the other thread either. You god damn puke.



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  • 01.03.2005 9:11 PM PDT
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Oh, good job, now we've got New Mombasa in Kiss-Ass mode.

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Posted by: Tanikaze
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Posted by: Tanikaze
She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own. She was incredibly lucky in having mostly working organs, and could have given others that opportunity in her time of dying.


I speak for all of us when I say that you are an insensitive jackass. No excuses, not only was it extremely odd, but it was rude.

:( If she did...I'd go into an even deeper depression. That'd mean we've had two deaths in the community in a few days.

[edit for those who don't understand suicide]

For those who are speaking about doing some good for people before you...commit suicide - have you ever known someone, someone close to you, that commited suicide. They basically have gone into such a deep depression, that they end up not eating, sleeping, doing anything, except wondering what use they are. The last thing on their mind is someone else. Why? They are deciding whether or not to end their life right then and there - it's a pretty hard decision, and though it may be a selfish one, you have to show them some decency and respect. I've lost one person to suicide before, they were actually one of my good buds. They don't think about others. They've gone into a self-depression mode where NOTHING matters. Hence why it's hard to get them out. I think you need to revamp your mindset, because not only is it offensive to anyone who has committed suicide, but it offends me because of personal experience - and this was meant to be a thread to pay respect to her. Shame on you people throwing this off topic and arguing about such stupid issues!

If she's gone, we've lost a great contributor to this community... :( x 100

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This doesnt make sense,I never knew Xeroh but since shes so popular (considering noone on these forums would notice If I were considering suicide)why would she do that?How do you know shes not lying?Its the internet.

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Posted by: sexy legs davis
Posted by: Tanikaze
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Posted by: Tanikaze
She better have been an organ donor.


Don't be an ass. Have some respect.


I won't respect her if she's going to waste so many other lives along with her own. She was incredibly lucky in having mostly working organs, and could have given others that opportunity in her time of dying.


I speak for all of us when I say that you are an insensitive jackass. No excuses, that was rude.


You're insane -- he's not insensitive -- there are many people out there with the courage to go on with their lives that deserve the chance. Don't be ignorant. He was being more than sensitive.

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Has anyone checked any Calgary news?.. maybe to confirm, so that we don't have to sit on our thumbs and ponder?

  • 01.03.2005 9:29 PM PDT