- last post: 01.01.0001 12:00 AM PDT
Absent member? That's not good. So I'm a horrible liar, but there's a reason. I had to stop writing this thing for awhile. And then awhile turned into forever.
This is just one of those things that happens unfortunately. The storyline and plot have been inside of me for so long that the story is just done to me. I figured out how this thing ends over two years ago. That's insane.
I have nothing but apologies to everyone that's followed this thing since its inception, or happened to come along once it was started and I really got rolling. I am a jerk. Self-loathing comes naturally to me so I am sneering angrily whenever I see my reflection.
I understand how this feels, I've had more than my own fair share of disappointments when someone gives up on a story halfway through, or even more tragically near the end.
I could give a few more maudlin speeches about how sorry I am, but it won't change anything and also probably won't make anyone not hate me any less.
I'm focusing on my first novel effort, which is on track to be completed by the summer. Its amazing that I'm so close to completion, but at the same time I am aware how much work is still ahead of me.
Joining the internet bandwagon, I started a twitter profile in an attempt to chronicle the ending stretch of this insane long task I started six or seven years ago. Its just my name, sadly Mr. Clark was taken, I don't understand how its such an original name! This will take you there should you ever want to see what the status of the book is.
I am really grateful for everyone's kind words over the years, and even the not so kind words. You guys kept me going when I was ready to give up this crazy out-there dream, and helped me have way more confidence in myself than I've ever had. Of course, that also means if I crash and burn I will damn you all from beyond the grave forever.
Whenever this idea of mine comes out in novel form, I'll want everyone to go to their nearest bookseller and check the inside pages before the story begins. Don't bother buying the book. By the time it comes out there will be a lucrative illegal download network for novels, spearheaded by the Kindle, that evil device. Read it on there and send your hate mail.
Thanks everyone!