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Posted by: Ajentkay
You're saying you act and think the exact same way as you did when you were 13 and 14? That isn't at all how it is with most of the guys I know.


I was female for about a month. Guys within the 12-16 range are pathetic (I use this word not as a derrogatory term, but as an accurate descriptive). I was pathetic in the form of self-loathing.

Funny, though, how I could come out of such a state on the opposite extreme. No longer do I hate myself, but I love myself to such a high degree that it renders me incapable of loving anyone else.

  • 07.06.2004 8:01 PM PDT
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Posted by: Doom Sticks
Well it's been exactly a week since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years


Damn, I'm sorry man :)

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Posted by: Doom Sticks
Well it's been exactly a week since I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years


Damn, I'm sorry man :)


Yes yes that suks really badly

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Posted by: ObbiQuiet
No longer do I hate myself, but I love myself to such a high degree that it renders me incapable of loving anyone else.


Well that's good, that you no longer hate yourself. The rest sounds a bit like something Eros would say.

  • 07.06.2004 8:06 PM PDT

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thanks guys... funny I've had all these relatives to talk to about it but somehow coming from bungie fans makes me feel better. I've been trying to forget about her and move on but it's hard when you got all her stuff lying around your place (she's on vacation so it's not like I can give it back) and especially photographs of the two of us (which are all taken down and stacked at the bottom of a very large box of memories).

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this is all i have to say

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Posted by: Doom Sticks
thanks guys... funny I've had all these relatives to talk to about it but somehow coming from bungie fans makes me feel better. I've been trying to forget about her and move on but it's hard when you got all her stuff lying around your place (she's on vacation so it's not like I can give it back) and especially photographs of the two of us (which are all taken down and stacked at the bottom of a very large box of memories).


You sound like you're through the worst; you didn't burn the pictures so I figure you'll be alright.

  • 07.06.2004 8:10 PM PDT

It was a cold day near the southern base in Blood Gulch. Cortana and I were relaxing over a game of Go Fish, WHEN OUT OF NO WHERE 700 BANSHEES CAME FLYING IN!!! I GRABED MY SPARTAN LASER AND LET HELL REIGN DOWN UPON THEM. I HOPPED IN THE NEAREST WARTHOG AND TOLD CORTANA TO GET IN.

if its like 5 years whoopdeydoo. if they like each other enough to be together then age must not matter to them. And if their happy, then im happy.

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Posted by: PsychoElite
this is all i have to say


Yea I love that

Probably love Schfifty-five more though :)

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Posted by: PsychoElite
this is all i have to say


I think I just lost some respect I had for you :(.

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i didn't think anybody had respect for me i thought people just thought i was INANE

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Nah, I said insane.

  • 07.06.2004 8:16 PM PDT
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Damn doomsticks I know how you feel but man I got messed up so bad after my soulmate died. (Yes she was my soulmate, we were literally meant for eachother). She died exactly on our 2nd anniversary... I can still see her in my mind crying out for my name in pain. It's hard to get over someone you love a lot, but it takes time, just don't do stupid things and just remember the good times man, and o yeah. It's okay to cry people, it'll let a lot of stuff out that needs to get out.

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That pritty much somes up the general teen community PsycoElite.

Posted by: PsychoElite
this is all i have to say

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I'm so sorry J 117! That's really sad.

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i must have alot of respect for you mr psycho elite

seeing that you are the ONLY b.net member who has a place in my signiture


Posted by: PsychoElite
i didn't think anybody had respect for me i thought people just thought i was INANE


[Edited on 7/6/2004 8:21:12 PM]

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Posted by: Ajentkay
Nah, I said insane.


Yeah, Now I know why you have that nickname PsycoElite.

j/k

[Edited on 7/6/2004 8:20:11 PM]

  • 07.06.2004 8:19 PM PDT

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what the heck was that psycho? a little funny but a lotta low-brow.

Ladies, I just want to say on behalf of all guys out there that we acknowledge that there are a few of us that are complete sicko's (and people who have way too much time to make lude stick-figure cartoons) but please pay no heed to them and trust that the majority of us are devoted to sanity and reason.

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Posted by: Doom Sticks
what the heck was that psycho? a little funny but a lotta low-brow.

Ladies, I just want to say on behalf of all guys out there that we acknowledge that there are a few of us that are complete sicko's (and people who have way too much time to make lude stick-figure cartoons) but please pay no heed to them and trust that the majority of us are devoted to sanity and reason.

ditto

  • 07.06.2004 8:23 PM PDT

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Posted by: J 117
Damn doomsticks I know how you feel but man I got messed up so bad after my soulmate died. (Yes she was my soulmate, we were literally meant for eachother). She died exactly on our 2nd anniversary... I can still see her in my mind crying out for my name in pain. It's hard to get over someone you love a lot, but it takes time, just don't do stupid things and just remember the good times man, and o yeah. It's okay to cry people, it'll let a lot of stuff out that needs to get out.


whoa dude sorry to hear that; especially the whole crying out in pain thing... that sorta makes my break-up seem like nothing (even tho i suspect her having found another guy and being too chicken to tell me the truth about it). As much as I can't stand thinking about my ex now I'd never wish any harm to her. It's definitely okay to cry, especially when you have to... but it's time to move on now and get on with life.

It's like that chinese proverb that goes something like: "nothing remains constant only change"

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Posted by: Doom Sticks
Posted by: J 117
Damn doomsticks I know how you feel but man I got messed up so bad after my soulmate died. (Yes she was my soulmate, we were literally meant for eachother). She died exactly on our 2nd anniversary... I can still see her in my mind crying out for my name in pain. It's hard to get over someone you love a lot, but it takes time, just don't do stupid things and just remember the good times man, and o yeah. It's okay to cry people, it'll let a lot of stuff out that needs to get out.


whoa dude sorry to hear that; especially the whole crying out in pain thing... that sorta makes my break-up seem like nothing (even tho i suspect her having found another guy and being too chicken to tell me the truth about it). As much as I can't stand thinking about my ex now I'd never wish any harm to her. It's definitely okay to cry, especially when you have to... but it's time to move on now and get on with life.

It's like that chinese proverb that goes something like: "nothing remains constant only change"
Thank you doom and agentkayz as well. It really means a lot to me, and sarah ment tons to me.

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The name Sarah means princess; I'm sure she was a wonderful person.

  • 07.06.2004 8:36 PM PDT

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whaa? your girl was named Sarah too?

whoa too weird.

Be strong man, I'm sure she's with you everyday in some way and I know it might sound cheesy but as long as you keep remembering her as she was then she'll always be with you.

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Posted by: J 117
Damn doomsticks I know how you feel but man I got messed up so bad after my soulmate died. (Yes she was my soulmate, we were literally meant for eachother). She died exactly on our 2nd anniversary... I can still see her in my mind crying out for my name in pain. It's hard to get over someone you love a lot, but it takes time, just don't do stupid things and just remember the good times man, and o yeah. It's okay to cry people, it'll let a lot of stuff out that needs to get out.


I hope you recover... tell you what If I knew you I probably would have gone out and purcise something for you to make you feel better. To bad I live on the other side of the world and I'm practicly broke. Sorry.

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I can never appropriately form to words my feelings on death whenever the subject comes up.

To say it blatanly makes me sound in denial or trying to sound 'cool' or 'tough', and to explain it realistically renders me speachless.

  • 07.06.2004 8:38 PM PDT