- last post: 01.01.0001 12:00 AM PDT
You never would have guessed it but here goes, my first attempt at poetry ever.
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Always thinking, trying to act watching my life drown into regret. Standing, observing, know what to do when others say not to. Pity is weak, sympathy is preferred over mercy for those that are strong. She teaches what you thought you’d never think you’d want to know. She tests you, only to see how far you can go. Before your drained…
Before all hope or desire for things that you once loved has left you. You try to break through all the illusion and misunderstanding, and when you finally make it out, you take a deep breath, of more of the same. Lies become truth so easily, for truth is only what you believe. You will yourself to go on, setting a foundation in deceit. Loving those that hate you. Not knowing where to go next, you turn around and walk the same road that you just came down. Your heart trembles and burns at the sight of familiar faces. And you just smile back. But they don’t know you’re already dead, the motive that fueled you is all but extinguished. And your dreams were all in your head. Reality becomes your worst enemy, and you see that there’s no one to turn to but yourself. You are alone.
This is where many have fallen. When your only reason for living, is your unrelenting constant fear, that your doubts are true. The truth is you make your ending, fate is just your nickname. So make your choice, quit now and move on. Or you can finish the story.