- last post: 01.01.0001 12:00 AM PDT
A summer storm
Whips the rain against my face
But the stinging pain
Brings forgotten memories
To the surface of my brain
The candle burns
Lighting my fears
Growing my shadows
Catching my eye
But it nevers warms me.
Photograph
The past made present
Old pains, eternal
Stagnation
Indignation
The camera always lies
The Shark in the Street
Is biting at my feet
Yet I cannot flee
For it is chained to me
With regret
Fate
Like the hands of lover scorned
Soft, uncaring, powerful
Obeys no master
Guides no man
Fools and lovers hearken its call
The Shark of Night
Night is like a shark
smelling the end of light
like blood
in the water of life
BITING
biting at the last fun
of the day's revelry
BITING
and it won't leave
Maze
Weaving in and out
of my mind
of my thoughts
This maze of lies
Also known as my life
Just Take this Pill
This pill will change your life
It will be good, trust me!
Your sadness will go away
Your pain will go away
Your memories will go away
Your emotions will go away
Your self will go away
Take this pill!
Be a new person!
Be a non-person!
Flying through Greenland
Dawn rises on this nightmare
The blacked ground turns green
The bloodied skulls are rocks
The chirping of birds replaces the cry of the widow
The sun will set again.
Vision
Vision like hurricane
Storm like sight
Leading to your brain
And leading out of the light
Tears
Sometimes the best thing is to cry
Cry tears
Like windshield washer fluid for your problems
Like bird dookie, they wash away
and fall to the side of the road
Sometimes tears can liberate
Sometimes tears can save
So don't be afraid to cry
Big girls do cry.
On top at dawn
A feeling of regret
yet how could that be
for she said she'd think
yet she didn't, now i see
A book
Turn the pages
Discover my secrets
Feel the rotted leather
The faded text
You are next.
bite the bullet
pleasantly surprised
by your bitter sweet goodbyes
though deceit and lies
end in our demise
Seclusion
People are -blam!-s.
I want to get away
when people talk about all the
phony -blam!- people talk about.
Sometimes I want to get away
and sit in a secluded corner
and think about life.
Sometimes
I like to get away
And think about life.
Yogurt
Your fruit is on the bottom
Why can't you be pre mixed?
Your difficulties akin to mine
Forever alone in my fridge.
Her
She doesn't know
how she makes me
feel
for if
she did, should would end
it all
and all and all and all...
Food.
I like bacon
I like cheese
I'm hungry
It makes me pleased
I don't like gumdrops
they make me sick
But I have to give you props
because I make -blam!- up.
*bows*
Suspicious Circumstances
The car screeches away
In the darkness, my eyes don't see
And unfamiliar wail
Of a baby, unfed
My world is turned upside down
But I don't remove my blind
For fear of what I might see
What i might recognize.
What I might be.
Death
Death is a fleeting rainbow.
It is the omen of darkness.
It calls us forth from our suffering and woe.
And leads us to oblivion.
low men
blackest night of brightest yellow
sordid faces, razor smiles
cursed eyes of
a hollow man
Potato
You are the one for me.
Hark, Potato.
You fit nicely into my neighbor's tailpipe,
And your many eyes can see.
The highway.
As I look around, I see the cars,
See the people through steel bars,
So close, yet so secluded,
People driving, men uprooted,
So close we all are to each other,
The next car could be our mother,
But we'd never know, if so,
The lonely road commands it so.
Scourage
Ravage, plunder, bury
Disgrace in every step.
You are the destroyer,
The end divine.
I cry to all of those who still can
The tide draws in
Drowns our voices
We stand firm
But nothing stands forever
The past forgotten
The future bleak
We still stand
We still weep
The charge
His feeting pounded the morning
earth
grasping his weapon, bent head, legs pumping
attempts to breath
falling to knees, the ground seems distant
in the white before the fall
Glass
Crystal clear,
You let me see the world,
From my computer I glance,
Outside.
Broken by rocks,
And really high notes,
You give me visions,
Of dnallivah,
And her glass dildo.
Bitterness
Like a lemon in my mouth
It's tangy juices
Find their way down south
The End.
goggles
they do nothing
for the horrors that lay
before my feet
divide
the great divide of
the shallow tide
an ocean of nothings
that beg for indifference
Eyebrow
With every subtle lift
I feel my heart leap
Your green entity
Cucumber, grass, that-color-you-turn-when-you're-really-sick.
Questioning wonder,
Truth divine,
You express my mother,
During douche bag time.
-blam!-
come on, please get up
no, I won't leave you behind
really, I cant do that
Late night hamburger
Tasty
But also freezer burned.
Confusing times for GC
What's going on?
My glasses
I couldn't see one day
So I adjusted my glasses
I saw a man shot in the stomach
I saw pain
So I adjusted my glasses
I saw a woman weeping for a son
I saw grief
So I adjusted my glasses
I saw a man turn away from God
I saw despair
So I adjusted my glasses
I saw a man steal from his friend
I saw greed
So I took off my glasses
I didn't want to see the world.
Little boy
I'm sorry I took you away,
I'm sorry I made you mine,
I'm sorry I stuck my -blam!- in you,
Even for a short time.
the edge of a circle
life equates itself with paradox
reality in the rift of reason
ringing wrongingly right
rang the red reel
rife with retching,
riding the end of a season
The Spider
I saw a spider build a web
It was a thing of beauty
glistening in the light
shimmering like a dream
gossamer strands
Then a fly flew in
it struggled
trying to break free
trying not to die
I saw a spider build a web
It was a thing of terror.
Wrong
You're wrong,
O so wrong,
Wrong like a fat person,
Wearing a really tiny thong.
__________________
Trabeck
Below me,
Is your mother,
Har har har.
Suck it.
Magazine Girl Pretty
I was reading a magazine
and I saw a pretty girl
a really pretty girl
a too pretty girl
So I took a pen
and I made her ugly
and now I'm the prettiest girl
Mecha
Built like a flower,
In a mid-summer shower,
A night dream.
You try to participate,
But can't.
Because you touch yourself at night.
the machine
machinations of thought
a system and a school
self-replicating and self-preserving
a house of cards built on sand
when faced with the chaos
of the idea
Everyone following the same path. Like grooves in a record, they sing the same song over and over, chanting their double-speak, crushing free thought.
No more! I break free of form
No more! I sing my own song
No more! I ask your pardon not
For I am the beast who shouted "I" at the heart of the world!
a river rampant
smooth, docile and calm
violent at the least resistance
raging on a whim
School
Learn this, it'll be good for you!
Wear that, it'll be good for you!
Eat this, it'll be good for you!
Say that, it'll be good for you!
Sleep now, it'll be good for you!
Run there, it'll be good for you!
But it's not doing me any good
to be someone else.
We're all gonna die
early man walked away as modern man took control.
their minds weren't all the same, to conquer was his big goal,
so he built his great empire and slaughtered his own kind,
then he died a confused man, killed himself with his own mind.
breakdancing
a bear and a stereo
a bear of purpose
a bear of style
a bear that
knows the
meaning
of soul
serendipity
i do not move
i flow
no direction except
the flow
motion like a symphony
The inane
Life without meaning
movement without purpose
GAT without laffo
Poetry without grades
Anime
Your mouth does not move
with the words
the music is performed by the
pot smoking robot
yet i watch your straight lines and ridiculous proportions
with such tainted jealousy
Teeter
oh teeter teeter
oh plastic peter
all colors covering the floor
oh teeter teeter
oh uterus beater
god my mothers a whore
oh teeter teeter
oh lust depleter
things i should never have to see
oh teeter teeter
oh thrust repeater
nik, ill be your new daddy