- last post: 01.01.0001 12:00 AM PDT
Just thoughts:
It has always been my dream to design, concept sketch, whateveryou'dcallit et cetera for a video game um... company?
Er... yeah, aside from my limited vocabulary and scatter-brained-ness: just hearing that Bungie, my favorite of them all | kick Square's er... square ass any day... |, is offering job positions?! Art-related too?!
You know, that little feeling something like- Spaz/twitch/spontaneous combustion/Ohmefugursokidding!!11!
Yes, that's the one.
But see, as excited and simply euphoric the feeling is, mere seconds later it dives to the polar opposite of despair, anguish, and feeling the need to end it all.
My problem is as this- Nobody has time to waste on sixteen year young teenagers. Especially not a sixteen-going on seventeen- female.
Teenagers don't know anything. Especially not girls, heaven forbid. They have no talent and are only interested in boys, pink, and cell phones.
Don't get me wrong, I love my baby to pieces, he's so wonderful... yes you are... -cradles and pets a verizon flip-phone lovingly-
Er, yeah- I apologize. Off topic.
I understand it is also because I've little experience in burger-joint jobs. Instead I spend my time out at the mall, in the park, at the zoo- places with live movement to better improve my knowledge of anatomy and kinesthetics.
And of course XBox Live- Halo 2.
So anyway, I honestly forgot the original intent of this message besides pouting that I'm far too young to get a job at the best place in the world. But that is okay, because this only further fuels my ambition to practice until perfection and get accepted at a video game developer | that's the word |, and hope above all it would be Bungie.
.... Cause then I probably would explode. And then I could get buried with the fifty bucks I'd get from winning that bet...
And those are my thoughts.