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That's right. My plumage is brighter than yours.
another thing: Living a long, long time, then just dying, and then nothing happens. Like, ill be watching a movie one day, and a i die on my couch, wife comes in, screams, i try to tell her that its ok, but i cant talk, then im put in casket, try to get out, but cant walk, then im burried, and i have a maggot in my eye, but cant move to get it out. I can FEEL it there too. And even after im all rotten and -blam!-, ill still be able to tell whats going on around me, which would be nice if there were people to listen to, but instead im stuck in a filthy graveyard a mile away from the big city. And then it dawns on me: what if all humanity came to an end? Everyone would be like this. And it dawns on me again, what if the Universe wasnt even...there? Like everything was just black and white, but, it wasnt black and wight, because there was nothing there. It would be so complicated and so scary if it was like that, but, then again, if it were like that, i wouldnt even be there to have those feelings.
Also, when i was really little I decided to wake up out of a deep slumber, and when i walked into my living room to watch tv or have my mom make me some food or something, she wasnt there...no one was! I was all alone in my house. Worse part about it-I was YOUNG. Really young. I couldnt operate anything, couldnt open my door, couldnt operate my phone (and couldnt reach it) NOTHING! I started to cry...stopped...then started talking to my wall for three hours! You may think its funny, but really, i went crazy. I was asking my own walls to OPEN UP for 3 solid hours like an idiot. That really scared me.
[Edited on 9/18/2004 8:54:17 PM]