I was in my room yesturday and i felt the urge to look at myself. I noticed i couldnt see anything but my clothes when i looked out of my doorway and into the mirror in the office parallel to my room. I got up and the second i was in my doorway i slowly started to take form in my clothes from right to left. I was panicking for a bit until my mom convinced me i was just imagining things. That night i noticed i couldnt see myself again in the mirror and when i walked up to my doorway i appeared from right to left again just alot more slowly than before. I started to wonder if i was transitioning in and out of reality.
I calmed myself down, i was getting excited, i thought i was going to join another dimension or something. I looked at my mirror from my bed, i noticed i couldnt see most of my face, just the underside of the right part of my chin. I stood up and i could see the bottom of the right side of my arms but nothing on the left, i was over excited and couldnt contain my joy so i yelled out. A few seconds after i did something giggled and my whole body appeared in the mirror almost instantly.
I spent all night trying to comprehend what happend, couldnt quite put my finger on the giggling but i eventually forgot about it. Today when i picked up my cactus and sat on my bed to admire it i noticed the cactus and most of me were missing from the reflection. It looked like the pot and my clothes were both floating in the air. I sat the cactus down on my bed, most of my body was visible now besides my arms positioning the cactus. I moved the cactus to the left, it appeared more in the reflection the more i pushed it, i pulled it back and it disappeared again. At first i wondered if maybe the cactus was looping in and out of reality too, but it was just too confusing to think about. I opened up my laptop to play some games to calm my head and noticed half my face was missing in the black screens reflection, it was extremely unsettling to me for the first time. I looked over at my mirror and noticed the cactus sitting on my bed was back in the reflection, my face wasnt missing like it was on the screen either.It was then that i heard giggling right next to my face. It startled me in the kind of way you just freeze, i just sat there looking at the screen as the missing part of my face filled back in.
Since then ive kept my dog with me in my room, i dont think im becoming a god anymore, im still not sure whats happening. I also have this unnerving feeling im being watched.
[Edited on 11.30.2012 12:15 AM PST]