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Subject: Did you ever harm yourself?

Sometimes, I dream about cheese.

Intentionally? No, once I threw a saber up into the air like a dumb ass and it gashed my lower lip open, that sucked.

  • 11.30.2012 9:37 PM PDT
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Inappropriate. Went a little to far with the butt hole tearing.


Posted by: iRdACheef619
Once, I was only a kid though. Couldn't control my bleeding.


Why I chose to edit this post, idk.

  • 11.30.2012 9:38 PM PDT


Posted by: Godshatter
I actually cut my LT hand a bunch of times when I was a teenager.

I got some scars on my hand but they're faded now, unless I show people they never notice.
I only wear short sleeve shirts so my scars are always showing. I was bored afew ago and tried counting them, there was over 70 scars on my right arm and hand and only about 16 on my left.

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Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO
I don't commit self harm. Hurting yourself because others hurt you seems illogical.
I wish you were there to smack me around afew times years ago.

Sarcasm?
Nope. The people around me just tried to talk to me not smack me around for what I was doing.

I have a friend who cuts herself. Talking to her doesn't seem to work. When I was good friends with her, she did anyways. Currently, my friend seems to do it for attention.

  • 11.30.2012 9:38 PM PDT

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Posted by: Sev808
No, not intentionally.

  • 11.30.2012 9:38 PM PDT

It hurts when my friends do it. My bestfriend does it sometimes and it's so sad... Like to watch someone you care deeply about. Ugh

  • 11.30.2012 9:39 PM PDT


Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO
I don't commit self harm. Hurting yourself because others hurt you seems illogical.
I wish you were there to smack me around afew times years ago.

Sarcasm?
Nope. The people around me just tried to talk to me not smack me around for what I was doing.

I have a friend who cuts herself. Talking to her doesn't seem to work. When I was good friends with her, she did anyways. Currently, my friend seems to do it for attention.
Haha...talking never seems to work, it never worked on me. Also I always hated those who did it for attention.

  • 11.30.2012 9:39 PM PDT

â™ The enemy of my enemy is my enemy's friend's enemyâ™ 

I intentionally cut a piece of skin off my arm with some scissors. There's now a small scar on my arm. I don't mind it.

It serves as a reminder that scissors hurt.

  • 11.30.2012 9:40 PM PDT
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Inappropriate. Went a little to far with the butt hole tearing.

What I do instead.

  • 11.30.2012 9:40 PM PDT

Sometimes, I dream about cheese.


Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO
I don't commit self harm. Hurting yourself because others hurt you seems illogical.
I wish you were there to smack me around afew times years ago.

Sarcasm?
Nope. The people around me just tried to talk to me not smack me around for what I was doing.

I have a friend who cuts herself. Talking to her doesn't seem to work. When I was good friends with her, she did anyways. Currently, my friend seems to do it for attention.


I don't understand people who hurt themselves or suicide people. If you have such disregard for life why not kill the guy you hate? I mean you've got the gun (or knife) and you were going to off yourself anyway, so why give a -blam!- what happens after ward?

Thankfully for me they haven't found the bodies.

  • 11.30.2012 9:41 PM PDT


Posted by: Decieved Soul
It hurts when my friends do it. My bestfriend does it sometimes and it's so sad... Like to watch someone you care deeply about. Ugh
Thats what my ex said about me. All I did was fake a smile and said I was fine and I was doing it not to hurt myself but to help myself.

  • 11.30.2012 9:41 PM PDT


Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: boomdeyadah
I attempted self harm once. Didn't do it though thankfully.
Thats good to hear, trust me the scars suck. Everytime I help someone out there always look at my arm.
Ah, was in some dark times back then..

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Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO
I don't commit self harm. Hurting yourself because others hurt you seems illogical.[/quote] I wish you were there to smack me around afew times years ago.

Sarcasm?
Nope. The people around me just tried to talk to me not smack me around for what I was doing.

I have a friend who cuts herself. Talking to her doesn't seem to work. When I was good friends with her, she did anyways. Currently, my friend seems to do it for attention.


I don't understand people who hurt themselves or suicide people. If you have such disregard for life why not kill the guy you hate? I mean you've got the gun (or knife) and you were going to off yourself anyway, so why give a -blam!- what happens after ward?

Thankfully for me they haven't found the bodies.

Because the hatred stems from yourself. That is why you cut, you hate yourself because you felt it's your fault. Most people would rather hurt themselves than kill someone and go to jail for murder.

  • 11.30.2012 9:42 PM PDT

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: IlluminatiNWO
I don't commit self harm. Hurting yourself because others hurt you seems illogical.[/quote] I wish you were there to smack me around afew times years ago.

Sarcasm?
Nope. The people around me just tried to talk to me not smack me around for what I was doing.

I have a friend who cuts herself. Talking to her doesn't seem to work. When I was good friends with her, she did anyways. Currently, my friend seems to do it for attention.


I don't understand people who hurt themselves or suicide people. If you have such disregard for life why not kill the guy you hate? I mean you've got the gun (or knife) and you were going to off yourself anyway, so why give a -blam!- what happens after ward?

Thankfully for me they haven't found the bodies.
Not always so simple. If I were to do that I would have killed my family.

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Yeah, when I was 18 I hit a big depression.
I was unemployed, socially awkward, and my parents were threatening to kick me out because I couldn't find a job.

Tried to kill myself twice, once with an overdose but somehow I came out of it. Took about 15 of my moms prescription pills and was never caught either. Just woke back up in my bed. I honestly don't know how I survived, unless that amount wasn't enough.
The second time, I tried to hang myself. The rope snapped.

After that I talked to my parents and told them everything. Was in therapy for about 3 years.

Now, at 25 years old, I realize that the reasons I tried to commit suicide were so stupid and I still can't believe that I actually tried.

  • 11.30.2012 9:43 PM PDT

Sometimes, I dream about cheese.


Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: Decieved Soul
It hurts when my friends do it. My bestfriend does it sometimes and it's so sad... Like to watch someone you care deeply about. Ugh
Thats what my ex said about me. All I did was fake a smile and said I was fine and I was doing it not to hurt myself but to help myself.


Was your arm stuck in a rock,an over weight old man or that ex girlfriend while she is asleep? How did cutting yourself help otherwise?

  • 11.30.2012 9:43 PM PDT


Posted by: boomdeyadah

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: boomdeyadah
I attempted self harm once. Didn't do it though thankfully.
Thats good to hear, trust me the scars suck. Everytime I help someone out there always look at my arm.
Ah, was in some dark times back then..
You can say that. But truthfully I'm not ashamed of my scars. As the song Scars goes "And the scars remind us that the past is real."

  • 11.30.2012 9:44 PM PDT

Sometimes, I dream about cheese.


Posted by: Chester Duncan
Not always so simple. If I were to do that I would have killed my family.


Exactly, if you don't have the guts to kill those bastards then don't go off doing harm to yourself.

  • 11.30.2012 9:45 PM PDT


Posted by: deadlyfluffball

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: Decieved Soul
It hurts when my friends do it. My bestfriend does it sometimes and it's so sad... Like to watch someone you care deeply about. Ugh
Thats what my ex said about me. All I did was fake a smile and said I was fine and I was doing it not to hurt myself but to help myself.


Was your arm stuck in a rock,an over weight old man or that ex girlfriend while she is asleep? How did cutting yourself help otherwise?
I was a teen, it made sense at the time. I'm 21 now, I stopped cytting when I was 17. I'm not saying it was smart, I'm just saying at the time it helped.

  • 11.30.2012 9:46 PM PDT
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Posted by: MarlboroMan
Yeah, when I was 18 I hit a big depression.
I was unemployed, socially awkward, and my parents were threatening to kick me out because I couldn't find a job.

Tried to kill myself twice, once with an overdose but somehow I came out of it. Took about 15 of my moms prescription pills and was never caught either. Just woke back up in my bed. I honestly don't know how I survived, unless that amount wasn't enough.
The second time, I tried to hang myself. The rope snapped.

After that I talked to my parents and told them everything. Was in therapy for about 3 years.

Now, at 25 years old, I realize that the reasons I tried to commit suicide were so stupid and I still can't believe that I actually tried.

A lot of things look stupid in retrospect. If you can learn to mature from those mistakes they're not mistakes, rather life lessons.

  • 11.30.2012 9:46 PM PDT

Sometimes, I dream about cheese.


Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: boomdeyadah

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: boomdeyadah
I attempted self harm once. Didn't do it though thankfully.
Thats good to hear, trust me the scars suck. Everytime I help someone out there always look at my arm.
Ah, was in some dark times back then..
You can say that. But truthfully I'm not ashamed of my scars. As the song Scars goes "And the scars remind us that the past is real."


At least the only scars I have are on my thumb (no idea how I got that one) and my lower lip, which looks cool but got there in a really dumb way.

  • 11.30.2012 9:46 PM PDT


Posted by: MarlboroMan
Yeah, when I was 18 I hit a big depression.
I was unemployed, socially awkward, and my parents were threatening to kick me out because I couldn't find a job.

Tried to kill myself twice, once with an overdose but somehow I came out of it. Took about 15 of my moms prescription pills and was never caught either. Just woke back up in my bed. I honestly don't know how I survived, unless that amount wasn't enough.
The second time, I tried to hang myself. The rope snapped.

After that I talked to my parents and told them everything. Was in therapy for about 3 years.

Now, at 25 years old, I realize that the reasons I tried to commit suicide were so stupid and I still can't believe that I actually tried.
I tried to off myself once...I think...I was blacked out so I don't remember why but my friends that I was drinking with told me I jumped off a 20 foot bridge. Broke my right leg in two places.

  • 11.30.2012 9:48 PM PDT
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When I was drunk my friends and I had a contest to see who could cut their wrists the most, I won, needless to say I won a hospital trip.

[Edited on 11.30.2012 9:50 PM PST]

  • 11.30.2012 9:49 PM PDT


Posted by: IlluminatiNWO

Posted by: MarlboroMan
Yeah, when I was 18 I hit a big depression.
I was unemployed, socially awkward, and my parents were threatening to kick me out because I couldn't find a job.

Tried to kill myself twice, once with an overdose but somehow I came out of it. Took about 15 of my moms prescription pills and was never caught either. Just woke back up in my bed. I honestly don't know how I survived, unless that amount wasn't enough.
The second time, I tried to hang myself. The rope snapped.

After that I talked to my parents and told them everything. Was in therapy for about 3 years.

Now, at 25 years old, I realize that the reasons I tried to commit suicide were so stupid and I still can't believe that I actually tried.

A lot of things look stupid in retrospect. If you can learn to mature from those mistakes they're not mistakes, rather life lessons.
I wish other people woulds see it that way. I never cut myself so others would worry about me. I did ir becuase at the time it helped me.

  • 11.30.2012 9:49 PM PDT