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Subject: Did you ever harm yourself?


Posted by: deadlyfluffball

Posted by: Chester Duncan
Thats one of the things that got me started down that path. My grandpa hung himself and my aunts and uncle's kids started blaming me. The reason was because he lives in another town and before he hung himself he heard I was in town but my aunts said not to go and see him because he was a bad drunk and was drunk all the time I was there till he hung himself.


Oog, well mine just died of natural causes and they lived in Mexico. So I just kind of stood there awkwardly and honestly a bit bored.
Now a days I just laugh about it all. Like when I was blacked out drunk and jumped off a bridge. It's a joke between me and my friends, we say that before I jumped I was listening to Nelly Fratado's fly like a bird.

  • 11.30.2012 10:03 PM PDT
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Posted by: Chester Duncan
My school and parents tried me to make me see a therapist and I hated it. I would sit across from her for an hour barely talking. It wasn't because I hated her or theapy, its because growing up I was never close to my family so I didn't know how to talk to others about my problems. Hell I still don't, if I have a problem I try to solve it myself or just forget about it,


I had a similar issue, except it was mostly my father.
My mom would always tell me stories about how my father was a fun guy to be around, but now he's just this quiet grump.
About 3 years after I was born my mother was giving birth to a baby boy. Due to the disabilities he had the doctor estimated that he'd only live to be about 12 years old so my parents let him go.
I think that's what is affecting my father the most and through-out my childhood he was never really a dad. As I was growing up I was basically turning into him. Quiet and just never showing any emotions. I blocked out my mom, who was actually trying to help and ignored family.
I feel ya, I still have difficulty expressing emotions correctly but after I let my family in it has helped.
I've come out a much better person then before but I still have my negatives. But hey, we're all human. None of us are perfect.

  • 11.30.2012 10:07 PM PDT

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Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: deadlyfluffball

Posted by: Chester Duncan
Thats one of the things that got me started down that path. My grandpa hung himself and my aunts and uncle's kids started blaming me. The reason was because he lives in another town and before he hung himself he heard I was in town but my aunts said not to go and see him because he was a bad drunk and was drunk all the time I was there till he hung himself.


Oog, well mine just died of natural causes and they lived in Mexico. So I just kind of stood there awkwardly and honestly a bit bored.
Now a days I just laugh about it all. Like when I was blacked out drunk and jumped off a bridge. It's a joke between me and my friends, we say that before I jumped I was listening to Nelly Fratado's fly like a bird.


How big was the bridge?

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  • 11.30.2012 10:11 PM PDT

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I've accidentally cut myself from working with knives, but never intentionally.

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  • 11.30.2012 10:11 PM PDT


Posted by: MarlboroMan

Posted by: Chester Duncan
My school and parents tried me to make me see a therapist and I hated it. I would sit across from her for an hour barely talking. It wasn't because I hated her or theapy, its because growing up I was never close to my family so I didn't know how to talk to others about my problems. Hell I still don't, if I have a problem I try to solve it myself or just forget about it,


I had a similar issue, except it was mostly my father.
My mom would always tell me stories about how my father was a fun guy to be around, but now he's just this quiet grump.
About 3 years after I was born my mother was giving birth to a baby boy. Due to the disabilities he had the doctor estimated that he'd only live to be about 12 years old so my parents let him go.
I think that's what is affecting my father the most and through-out my childhood he was never really a dad. As I was growing up I was basically turning into him. Quiet and just never showing any emotions. I blocked out my mom, who was actually trying to help and ignored family.
I feel ya, I still have difficulty expressing emotions correctly but after I let my family in it has helped.
I've come out a much better person then before but I still have my negatives. But hey, we're all human. None of us are perfect.
Family...always the root cause. The reason I have a hard time is because my dad use to hit me, like back in 4th grade when i was so sick that my face was starting to turn blue. My dad smacked me over the head because I had to miss classes because my teaher told me to go home and rest, I laid in my bed and dared not to move an inch, I hid my face under my pillows so he wouldn't hear my cough. Also my mother tired to kill me once because I was 12 and my dad was out drinking with his buddies and she came over and went ape-blam!- because I chose to be home alone then go to her house. (they broke up when I was 5) She edned up leaving some scrath marks on my face. The thing is I just pretended like none of it happeneed when I saw them the next day.

  • 11.30.2012 10:13 PM PDT

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No, not intentionally.

  • 11.30.2012 10:13 PM PDT


Posted by: deadlyfluffball

Posted by: Chester Duncan

Posted by: deadlyfluffball

Posted by: Chester Duncan
Thats one of the things that got me started down that path. My grandpa hung himself and my aunts and uncle's kids started blaming me. The reason was because he lives in another town and before he hung himself he heard I was in town but my aunts said not to go and see him because he was a bad drunk and was drunk all the time I was there till he hung himself.


Oog, well mine just died of natural causes and they lived in Mexico. So I just kind of stood there awkwardly and honestly a bit bored.
Now a days I just laugh about it all. Like when I was blacked out drunk and jumped off a bridge. It's a joke between me and my friends, we say that before I jumped I was listening to Nelly Fratado's fly like a bird.


How big was the bridge?
It was 20 feet. broke my right leg in two places and had some minor brain swelling.

  • 11.30.2012 10:14 PM PDT


Posted by: Blaze of Storm
I've accidentally cut myself from working with knives, but never intentionally.
That just reminds of the days when I was bored and I use to throw my pocket knife into the air while it spun around trying to catch it.

  • 11.30.2012 10:21 PM PDT

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I've hurt my hand from hitting a object/wall. I have never cut myself and don't plan on it.

  • 11.30.2012 10:25 PM PDT


Posted by: zoobkillerninja
I've hurt my hand from hitting a object/wall. I have never cut myself and don't plan on it.
I remember when my ex told me she cheated on me and broke up with me I took a shower and when I got to my room and dress I suddenly felt calm and just thought "oh -blam!-" and three seconds later I just lost it and trashed my room. I ended up breaking my right hand.

  • 11.30.2012 10:28 PM PDT

One time I stuck my pinkie in a pencil sharpener.

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  • 11.30.2012 10:44 PM PDT

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  • 11.30.2012 10:44 PM PDT
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PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE.

Yep. When my first girlfriend broke up with me. It was in high school and was all emo about it.

  • 12.01.2012 12:33 AM PDT

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No, and I haven't considered it.

My problems come from my actions, and the only way to stop having problems is to fix them. Self-harm does nothing.

  • 12.01.2012 12:35 AM PDT
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No point in putting something funny, clever or informative here. Most probably im going to get perma-banned anyway.

I did harm myself. I used to slowly put my body in a wood chipper. Now im dead.

  • 12.01.2012 12:35 AM PDT
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Yep and it was a stupid decision, and its making things difficult for me to do certain things

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PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE. PRYING OPEN MY THIRD EYE.


Posted by: BlackHeaven
No, and I haven't considered it.

My problems come from my actions, and the only way to stop having problems is to fix them. Self-harm does nothing.


It provides an endorphin rush. It's stupid to say it does nothing. It does nothing to solve your problems, sure, but it does help deal with them to some people.

  • 12.01.2012 12:38 AM PDT

Simple Plan for ever! Yes I'm a emo and I don't care what you say. I love all my friends and my guitars! Emo4life! <3

When I was seriously depressed I cut myself. Few scars on my arms and wrists, but I'm past those times now.

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Posted by: theHurtfulTurkey
A real test of a man is if he is willing to scrape a sharpened razor up and down his junk just to please a woman.

I bought Resident Evil 6.

  • 12.01.2012 3:14 AM PDT

I used to write and draw on my arms with small cuts, nothing big though. Also removed a nevus once.

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  • 12.01.2012 3:29 AM PDT

心の中に弱い風が吹いています。

Can't say I've ever tried inflicting bodily harm on myself. Most of the time it happened due to me doing something really fun and stupid.

  • 12.01.2012 3:30 AM PDT