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When I was a Junior/Senior in high school I self-harmed a lot via burning, cutting, and bruising, among other things.
First off, it did not feel good. It felt awful. I did it due to mental problems such as anxiety and depression, and because I was a religious zealot (not trying to start a religious debate here, but I'd like to add that I am still Christian, but much better now).
Basically, I hurt myself because I thought I deserved, I thought it would teach me a lesson, that it would prevent my loved ones from being harmed, and I could eventually become the perfect human.
Crazy, I know. I'm so much better now.