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Have you ever forgotten your morals, your beliefs, and did something that you will regret for the rest of your life? What was it like, if you have?
I believe I have...
I used to never lie. If I did something bad I would admit it. I stood up to bullies, and i watched out for the little guys. I gave out money to poor people every day, and sacrificed my own lunch, so a few others who couldn't feed them selves could. I once gave a kid who was getting beaten money just so the bully would leave him alone. I used to understand that when people went through a lot of trauma, they often took it out on others.
Recently, I haven't been like that... I lied to my girlfriend about something really big... I haven't been as understanding... My girlfriend... she hates liars more the anything, and has serious trust issues. After three years i was just about to really make a break through, and i -blam!- it all up.
Something has changed me, I lost sight of who I am. I've sworn to myself to go back to how i was, not only for the sake of my relationship, but also for the sake of me, i hate my self like this.
I know this seems a little blogy, but please guys, tell me have you lost sight of who you are in the past? What happened? DO you regret it?