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  • 12.13.2012 9:10 PM PDT

Posted by: The Kangol Kid
It was then that I decided he really is like semen(everywhere) and I gave up on life.


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Posted by: True Deception
Posted by: CamCamm
Get yellow!
...that's actually the only color I hate.
That's awful! Can't say I actually HATE any color though I will say that the color of yellow is my least favorite, for sure.

They most certainly wont be call you Mellow Yellow.

  • 12.13.2012 9:12 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: CamCamm
Posted by: True Deception
Posted by: CamCamm
Get yellow!
...that's actually the only color I hate.
That's awful! Can't say I actually HATE any color though I will say that the color of yellow is my least favorite, for sure.

They most certainly wont be call you Mellow Yellow.
Indeed...it's too bright. And it reminds me of the sun.

  • 12.13.2012 9:13 PM PDT


Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: CamCamm
Posted by: True Deception
Posted by: CamCamm
Get yellow!
...that's actually the only color I hate.
That's awful! Can't say I actually HATE any color though I will say that the color of yellow is my least favorite, for sure.

They most certainly wont be call you Mellow Yellow.
Indeed...it's too bright. And it reminds me of the sun.

What do you got against the sun?

The Sun's what keepin' you alive on this here rock, ma boi.

  • 12.13.2012 9:15 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: TedToaster22

Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: CamCamm
Posted by: True Deception
Posted by: CamCamm
Get yellow!
...that's actually the only color I hate.
That's awful! Can't say I actually HATE any color though I will say that the color of yellow is my least favorite, for sure.

They most certainly wont be call you Mellow Yellow.
Indeed...it's too bright. And it reminds me of the sun.

What do you got against the sun?

The Sun's what keepin' you alive on this here rock, ma boi.
Don't worry, i'm well aware. The direct light from it just bothers me.

  • 12.13.2012 9:16 PM PDT

I am assuming direct control.


Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: Direct Control
I've been there. I remember one of my friends doing something that made me so mad I felt the hatred course through my veins. It was a very powerful flood of anger, so much so that it was hard for me to restrain myself from lashing out physically on people in no way related.

I found refuge in music, and I spend hours of day containing myself in the lyrics of my music. It eases the edge of the part of that wants to destroy. Give it a go!
Okay, now imagine you're feeling that way towards someone you absolutely hated in the first place who has done something that you'll never be able to forgive. That's where i'm at right now.

And are you just talking about listening to music? Or making your own.

I understand. I hate that person very much now. As for the music, I listen. I own a pair of very nice headphones and I have a 100gb collection of music (Often in FLAC) to listen to. I try and connect with the lyrics to understand the singer. It really helps me release. I'll turn off the lights, lean back in my chair and put on some calming music (alt rock) and let it pour over me. It really does help a lot, because otherwise I don't what I would do.

  • 12.13.2012 9:16 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: Direct Control

Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: Direct Control
I've been there. I remember one of my friends doing something that made me so mad I felt the hatred course through my veins. It was a very powerful flood of anger, so much so that it was hard for me to restrain myself from lashing out physically on people in no way related.

I found refuge in music, and I spend hours of day containing myself in the lyrics of my music. It eases the edge of the part of that wants to destroy. Give it a go!
Okay, now imagine you're feeling that way towards someone you absolutely hated in the first place who has done something that you'll never be able to forgive. That's where i'm at right now.

And are you just talking about listening to music? Or making your own.

I understand. I hate that person very much now. As for the music, I listen. I own a pair of very nice headphones and I have a 100gb collection of music (Often in FLAC) to listen to. I try and connect with the lyrics to understand the singer. It really helps me release. I'll turn off the lights, lean back in my chair and put on some calming music (alt rock) and let it pour over me. It really does help a lot, because otherwise I don't what I would do.
That sounds like it might help...but I have a hard time focusing if i'm feeling any large amount of hatred or anger. Everything seems as though it's cast in a sort of fog.

Well, mental fog, lack of focus, sometimes headaches or chest pains, irregular breathing and...maybe I missed one or two things. Not sure.

[Edited on 12.13.2012 9:24 PM PST]

  • 12.13.2012 9:19 PM PDT

Posted by: The Kangol Kid
It was then that I decided he really is like semen(everywhere) and I gave up on life.


zoobkillerninja <3

I realize that people will be people and that nothing someone does, should directly effect me and my happiness. If it does, especially intentionally, those people shouldn't belong in my life or anywhere near it really.

What happened a minute ago, doesn't matter. Never know what can happen in a minute from now.

What you do know, is this very moment.
You should live in it, happily because... well, why not? It's all you have.

  • 12.13.2012 9:24 PM PDT

I am assuming direct control.


Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: Direct Control

Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: Direct Control
I've been there. I remember one of my friends doing something that made me so mad I felt the hatred course through my veins. It was a very powerful flood of anger, so much so that it was hard for me to restrain myself from lashing out physically on people in no way related.

I found refuge in music, and I spend hours of day containing myself in the lyrics of my music. It eases the edge of the part of that wants to destroy. Give it a go!
Okay, now imagine you're feeling that way towards someone you absolutely hated in the first place who has done something that you'll never be able to forgive. That's where i'm at right now.

And are you just talking about listening to music? Or making your own.

I understand. I hate that person very much now. As for the music, I listen. I own a pair of very nice headphones and I have a 100gb collection of music (Often in FLAC) to listen to. I try and connect with the lyrics to understand the singer. It really helps me release. I'll turn off the lights, lean back in my chair and put on some calming music (alt rock) and let it pour over me. It really does help a lot, because otherwise I don't what I would do.
That sounds like it might help...but I have a hard time focusing if i'm feeling any large amount of hatred or anger. Everything seems as though it's cast in a sort of fog.

Well, mental fog, lack of focus, sometimes headaches or trouble breathing, and...maybe I missed one or two things. Not sure.

I remember not being able to enjoy anything. I would sleep it off and use music to calm myself. I would suggest going on youtube and just listening to a bunch of songs that you might not have listened to in a while. Also, if you have a close friend to talk it out with, that always help. Unfortunately for me, I have no close friends (Not to suggest I am a loner, my friends just stab me in the back a lot and I don't trust them) to confide in so I was stuck alone with the anger building up. To be candid, I started writing a journal on my computer just so I could vent one way or another.

  • 12.13.2012 9:25 PM PDT

in·dif·fer·ence
the fact or state of being indifferent; lack of care or concern and empathy demonstrated by an absence of emotional reactions.

I'm currently watching MMA and eating spreadable cheese at 5:37am .It's making me feel better.

  • 12.13.2012 9:37 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: CamCamm
I realize that people will be people and that nothing someone does, should directly effect me and my happiness. If it does, especially intentionally, those people shouldn't belong in my life or anywhere near it really.
This part is what gets me...unfortunately, the person that causes this much anger and hatred I end up having to talk to sooner or later since we know some of the same people.

Just listening to the stupid prick makes me shake because of how pissed off I get knowing the worthless piece of s**t is still breathing.

  • 12.13.2012 9:43 PM PDT

It's not my fault, I was just trying to tie my shoe!

Join TFS, the grooviest private group on bungie.net! We r cewl gaiz who dun fraid of nething. Join for heated debates, game nights, and lols. We're waiting! (Be a man) We must be swift as the coursing river. (Be a man), With all the force of a great typhoon. (Be a man), With all the strength of a raging fire. Mysterious as the dark side of the moon!

This song always makes me happy.

  • 12.13.2012 9:44 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: Edmi Wohusee
This song always makes me happy.
...why do I recognize this?

  • 12.13.2012 9:47 PM PDT

It's not my fault, I was just trying to tie my shoe!

Join TFS, the grooviest private group on bungie.net! We r cewl gaiz who dun fraid of nething. Join for heated debates, game nights, and lols. We're waiting! (Be a man) We must be swift as the coursing river. (Be a man), With all the force of a great typhoon. (Be a man), With all the strength of a raging fire. Mysterious as the dark side of the moon!


Posted by: True Deception

Posted by: Edmi Wohusee
This song always makes me happy.
...why do I recognize this?

It's from Adventure Time.

  • 12.13.2012 9:49 PM PDT
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"I know not what weapons World War III will be fought with, but I do know that World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones."

-Albert Einstein

Sorry for how you feel right now, OP.

Maybe these will help you.

Notice: I am in no way, shape or form affiliated with the fandom presented above. I just find the videos hilarious.

  • 12.13.2012 9:51 PM PDT

http://theemc.net/

Small Community, Lots of Fun. We do Halo, Minecraft, and much more.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiHXASgRTcA

Kittens. Mewing.

  • 12.13.2012 9:54 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."


Posted by: Cannonman1944
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiHXASgRTcA

Kittens. Mewing.
Awwwwwwww...that made me smile and laugh! Thank you.

  • 12.13.2012 9:57 PM PDT

"Life is constantly fleeting from your grasp even from the very day it's bestowed upon you, but the shadow of death is always there, waiting for its chance to take you away."

"Even though many may not think so, ignorance and innocence are one and the same. The only difference is that one sounds nicer."

"I once knew a man who spent his entire life contemplating where we go after our death....it's a shame he realized it a second too late to tell anyone."

Well, i'm off to bed. Once again, just thanking everyone who posted helpful things or engaged in a little conversation. I'm a bit better now. Anyway, goodnight to all.

  • 12.13.2012 10:12 PM PDT

Posted by: AngryBrute1
Oh yeah, since somebody does not believe what YOU believe; that makes us vapid...
I cannot grasp that what you call "Something happened to nothing, and that nothing became something, and it was smaller than than a period."

I too am in a mood that will give me stress and slight blood pressure problems later in life.
This,this, and this.
They are funny.

  • 12.13.2012 10:35 PM PDT

"What is better - to be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?"
-Paarthurnax

"The right man in the wrong place can make all the difference in the world."
-G-Man

Listen to some good music (what ever that may be in your head) and sit back in a comfortable chair. I do this a lot and just lose my self in the music and forget my problems for however long I can.

  • 12.13.2012 10:37 PM PDT

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