- Crazy LlamaX
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Alright, flood. I've had anger issues my entire life, so I know this isn't just a phase kind of thing.
I've managed to keep it mostly out of my social life, to the point where people actually find it hard to see me as an angry person. Even when I get angry I do my best to just keep silent and hold the anger inside. I feel like this has a negative effect at home though, I'm EXTREMELY irritable at home, all my family has to do is walk by my room and I'm annoyed and snappy at them.
Now, even at home I still hold my anger mostly inside, however, if no ones at home and I get angry then it all comes out. I have multiply holes in my room as well as heaps of broken items. My parents have suggested I seek therapy many times but I always refuse. I'm beginning to think that it might be a good idea though, I know bottling all the anger inside is a bad idea, and as much as I try to tell myself to not get angry and be happy and pleasant I still get angry and my parents get the brunt of the force.
My mom has come to me in tears and all I can think about is how much I wish she would -blam!- off a die, those are literal thoughts too.
Flood, do you think it would be wise to seek therapy for this? I've always blew it off and told myself I didn't have a problem, but today my parents get to come home to more holes in the walls and broken items.
[Edited on 12.22.2012 3:05 PM PST]