- jacob crawford
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- Exalted Mythic Member
OP, it is called nostalgia in the truest sense of the word. It is the longing for ones past that, due to the hindsight bias, they may or may not have had. We had so many issues as a child; parents fighting, annoying people at school, social stress, etc., but the problem then was we did not have the comprehension we did, and the outlet to deal with it.
No worries, OP, I used to think the same. Honestly, growing up is amazing. You'll learn to deal with the problems of uncertainty you are facing in due time. To "bring back" this good in your life, find a good outlet. For me, it was philosophy books (and not that Dr.Phill crap). Stuff that makes you rethink a lot.
OP, feel free to DM me and I can give you a list of novels, videos and literature to read up on and make you take a look at the positive. Hope it all turns out well for you.