- Assassin 11D7
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- Intrepid Legendary Member
I am the God Emprah of Mankind.
Deal with it.
Posted by: EvilBad6666
Posted by: Assassin 11D7
Posted by: EvilBad6666
It wouldn't be the same guilt and I feel it because that's what I've been raised to feel.
How is any guilt different?
You feel guilt for fapping because that's how you were raised?
If it's a perfectly normal thing to do, would you feel fine talking about it to your friends, siblings, parents?
Well maybe the feeling you get of guilt isn't different, but the degree of it is. I'm barely feeling any guilt when I fap.
Yes it's because of how I was raised. I still agree with the morals that were taught to me as a child emotionally. If I see a -blam!- couple, I still feel some degree of hate or fear. If I see something about evolution then I automatically think evil.
I would be fine talking about it with people that can accept me for who I am even though I fap.
Now, I think I see where you are coming from. Your history shapes you, it changes you into who you are today, do not ignore or fear it.
As for your feelings of guilt. I would believe that the reasoning as to your degree being so low lies in the history of your acts. From what you have said, you've fapped so many times it must be second nature to you by now.
Why would you ever feel great guilt in doing something that you've done as long as you remember? Therein lies the answer. Your initial reasons for starting are unknown to me, but if you did not feel wrong then, was it because you wanted to rebel? Against your strict religious parents, and their god that you did not see?
Do you have these people that you can talk to? That will accept you? If not, that's why I'm still here.