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BE HUMAN
Fight for Earth. Fight for Humanity.
Posted by: Decieved Soul
If you know my threads about how I like/love my bestfriend, I've come to the realization that I'm feddup. I've had enough. It was the hardest text to send in my life but I did it. This is what I said I get you're ignoring me, but there's something I need to tell you. It's not going to be easy, for either of us. You're probably going to get upset and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm putting you in this position. But, this is what it's come to. I can't do it anymore. You gave up on me once and we're friends again and it just hasn't been the same. You have to hide me from your boyfriend. You said you won't tell him were friends again unless he asks. We can never hangout because of him. Yet you can go hangout with [Redacted], the guy you like and talk to despite you having a boyfriend. And last night, you saying I piss you off a lot, wasn't exactly so great. Being friends with you has brought some fun times but a lot of pain. Watching you be miserable and like other people. You know exactly how I feel about you. You know I have feelings for you and it's obvious. This isn't easy but I can't do it anymore. You use me just to help you out with your problems. Then once I help, you barely talk to me. You never want to be happy. You gave up on life and I've tried and tried and tried but you won't let me help. I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore. You have a boyfriend and another dude you like who is so sweet. Maybe [Redacted] can be your new bestfriend since he's the sweetest thing to walk this earth. The fact that once your boyfriend makes an instagram, you have to delete my comments and some of the pictures of us, and the bracelet I got you, hurts. Okay? I've been kicked around too many times by you. Maybe one day we can be friends again, but right now, I can't. You're a great person but you're just in a confused area right now. I've tried helping but you've just used me as your own personal staircase. I can't take it anymore. I have my own problems to worry about without you kicking me around. Other people have noticed and told me you treat me like crap. Like I said, maybe one day we can be friends again but right now.. I just can't. I'm sorry. This isn't easy for me to say at all. Just so you know, it's killing me to say this.. But I have to. I'm sorry.
So, Flood. Some said tell her how I feel, some said end it. I did both.
I'm literally shaking right now.. How do I cope with this?
Nothing to do now but walk forward :)
Put this behind you and hope for the best.