I fear not being strong enough for others. And I hate traitors. Especially when it's your FAMILY. 2012 was the worst year of my life because 1 person thought they mattered more than the rest of the family. So yes, I fear not being strong enough to be a role model for the others in my family, and I struggle to not hate the person who betrayed me and the rest of my family. Trust me, it's not easy. It takes a miracle. It takes the love of GOD. Treasure your family. Blessings.