I persist too long after my own defeat,
Yet I still press forward, staggering on my feet.
But I know that my resolution will be my end.
And once I fall, I shall ruefully transcend.
Posted by: elsnben
Posted by: The_Didact
Posted by: elsnben
I would be lying if I said I didn't desire a realationship. However there is only one person I desire a realationship with. If I can't have her, then I'd happily live out my life alone, being able to do what I want when I want.
Infatuation is a powerful thing. Let it not best you. Perhaps there are others out there... just little ventured thus far.
Maybe, I wouldn't be miserable from now until then because I'm not In a realationship.
From personal experience, rejection is arguably one that proves emotionally (especially in multiple instances- the fact that you try is certainly disheartening when all it delivers in the end result is a broken heart) degrading to some when there is little self esteem left in your pitiful vessel.
Nonetheless, do not let it claw at your mentality. You must move on... and forget them. Perhaps one day they will return to you.