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Subject: How happy are you?
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Posted by: Maximus Decimus

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No job, no girlfriend, few friends, just video games. It could be better, but I'm pretty satisfied.


Er...how are you satisfied?
Lot of good games coming out first quarter of this year I'm getting.



No offense, but is that all you have to look forward too? (I don't mean to come off as a jerk in any way)

  • 01.05.2013 11:51 PM PDT
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"The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been."
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Pretty miserable.


What's wrong bro?


Eh, moved to Australia two years ago. Since then I've made no friends, pretty lonely out here by myself. That's probably my main issue.

  • 01.05.2013 11:52 PM PDT
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Posted by: thebuzzardbait
Depressed, deeply and incurably depressed.


Feel like you have no feelings?

  • 01.05.2013 11:52 PM PDT
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Posted by: jew man man
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Pretty miserable.


What's wrong bro?


Eh, moved to Australia two years ago. Since then I've made no friends, pretty lonely out here by myself. That's probably my main issue.


You don't keep in touch with your old friends? But I get what you mean, it's gotta be rough. Sorry man

  • 01.05.2013 11:53 PM PDT
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Clinically depressed.

  • 01.05.2013 11:54 PM PDT

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Meh...

I need a hug.


I got you bro

*hugs*
That's so ghey.

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  • 01.05.2013 11:55 PM PDT
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"The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone, is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been."
-Albert Einstein

"To live is the rarest thing in the word. Most people exist, that is all"
-Oscar Wilde

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Pretty miserable.


What's wrong bro?


Eh, moved to Australia two years ago. Since then I've made no friends, pretty lonely out here by myself. That's probably my main issue.


You don't keep in touch with your old friends? But I get what you mean, it's gotta be rough. Sorry man


I do, I talk to them every night on Skype. But it's still pretty bad. I'm currently working with hope of going back to see them, soon. I just need some more money. So I guess that's something to look forward to. I hope.

  • 01.05.2013 11:55 PM PDT
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Posted by: WyIdfyre
Clinically depressed.


I still don't believe this, out of all the people I have helped through depression I just can't. And when you say that do you mean it that you are depressed and it feels like no matter what there's no way out, or you just take what the doctor says and live with it?

  • 01.05.2013 11:55 PM PDT

"Living to smile, and not to succeed; smiling to inspire happiness, not to give the illusion you are happy; creativity and music to inspire smiling, which in turn inspires happiness; being nice to be happy, not for being perceived a good person."


Posted by: WyIdfyre
Clinically depressed.
Take a seat friend. I know that feel quite well.

  • 01.05.2013 11:55 PM PDT

Posted by: Great_Pretender
Case and point: don't worry about it. Girls start getting boobies pretty soon, and then you'll have plenty of other things to think about. Being an Inheritor is not a life goal.
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Posted by: BC1096
No offense, but is that all you have to look forward too? (I don't mean to come off as a jerk in any way)
It's easy to dwell on the crap that comes up in your life, but it's better to look forward to good things.

I can't wait for The Desolation of Smaug to come out. I know I will be happy when I sit down to watch it and when I leave the theater and that makes me happy now.

  • 01.05.2013 11:56 PM PDT
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Pretty miserable.


What's wrong bro?


Eh, moved to Australia two years ago. Since then I've made no friends, pretty lonely out here by myself. That's probably my main issue.


You don't keep in touch with your old friends? But I get what you mean, it's gotta be rough. Sorry man


I do, I talk to them every night on Skype. But it's still pretty bad. I'm currently working with hope of going back to see them, soon. I just need some more money. So I guess that's something to look forward to. I hope.


:/ sorry dude. I wish there was something I could do to help.

  • 01.05.2013 11:57 PM PDT
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Posted by: Xplode441
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No offense, but is that all you have to look forward too? (I don't mean to come off as a jerk in any way)
It's easy to dwell on the crap that comes up in your life, but it's better to look forward to good things.

I can't wait for The Desolation of Smaug to come out. I know I will be happy when I sit down to watch it and when I leave the theater and that makes me happy now.


I meant that in the sense of, is that the only thing going for you right now

  • 01.05.2013 11:57 PM PDT
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I'm happy. Still a little meh after losing my granddad in mid December. Besides that, Senior year's been a blast and it's only going to get better.

  • 01.05.2013 11:58 PM PDT

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Posted by: MyNameIsCharlie
I'm happier now.

But that all changed when the Fire Nation attacked.

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Posted by: The Pizza Bunny
I'm happy. Still a little meh after losing my granddad in mid December. Besides that, Senior year's been a blast and it's only going to get better.


Sorry about your loss, I've been there. But yea I'm loving high school. There's been a lot of things I have yet to do, feels like I've done everything. I mean that for both ends of the spectrum

  • 01.05.2013 11:59 PM PDT

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Posted by: MyNameIsCharlie
I'm happier now.

But that all changed when the Fire Nation attacked.
Fix'd for greater emotional impact.

  • 01.06.2013 12:00 AM PDT

"There's a very fine line between not listening, and not caring. I'd like to think that I walk that line every day."

Somewhere between "not very" and "meh".

  • 01.06.2013 12:00 AM PDT

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Posted by: MyNameIsCharlie
I'm happier now.

But that all changed when the Fire Nation attacked.
Fix'd for greater emotional impact.

I literally had that open in another tab.

  • 01.06.2013 12:01 AM PDT
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-blam!- ecstatic because my favorite band's new album was leaked.

  • 01.06.2013 12:02 AM PDT

"Living to smile, and not to succeed; smiling to inspire happiness, not to give the illusion you are happy; creativity and music to inspire smiling, which in turn inspires happiness; being nice to be happy, not for being perceived a good person."


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Posted by: MyNameIsCharlie
I'm happier now.

But that all changed when the Fire Nation attacked.
Fix'd for greater emotional impact.

I literally had that open in another tab.
I giggle like a school-girl every time I watch it. I mean, that voice does not at all match the seriousness of what she is trying to say.

  • 01.06.2013 12:04 AM PDT
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Dolphins, man. Dolphins. They are gonna take over the world, and kill us all, man! THEY'LL KILL US ALL! Oh no, they will start with Gondile. Haha, hell if they are gettin' me! No way man, I'll kill 'em. I'll kill them all!!!

So very, very happy. Finally, after 3 years of cruel depression, happiness. Goddamn it is blissful as -blam!-.

  • 01.06.2013 12:06 AM PDT

Generalizations.
Helping idiots hate other idiots since people have existed.

I always feel good when I get back from the gym.

  • 01.06.2013 12:07 AM PDT
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Posted by: Gondile
So very, very happy. Finally, after 3 years of cruel depression, happiness. Goddamn it is blissful as -blam!-.


I'm very happy for you then. I hope you never feel that way ever again, cheers!

  • 01.06.2013 12:10 AM PDT

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Could be better.

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Posted by: WyIdfyre
Clinically depressed.


I still don't believe this, out of all the people I have helped through depression I just can't. And when you say that do you mean it that you are depressed and it feels like no matter what there's no way out, or you just take what the doctor says and live with it?
No no no, I've not been officially diagnosed, as that would just make my situation much worse. I know from having spent a lot of time around and studying cases of clinical depression in plenty of people, plus it runs in the family.

I've been suicidal for a couple of years, failed twice, slowly getting worse but I'm dealing with it. Been crying almost every night for roughly a year, bar about a month or so.
Facts and figures, if accurate, say I have around 3 years left anyway. (Not cancer, in case I get any undeserved pity in that respect.)
I live knowing that even if I beat those odds, nothing I can do will make me truly happy, I'm too messed up and the world is too imperfect. Coupled with job stress, family issues and other things like mental problems including insomnia. I don't often fish for sympathy and I'm not asking for any, I'm just bored after a lack of sleep and I find that writing tends to keep me relaxed. I just wipe my eyes and put on a smile, and that gets me through the day.

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