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That's right. My plumage is brighter than yours.
Official by me. From me, by me, for me. Or for you if you decide to accept it.
I know that this really shouldn't be posted, and that it would probably be prime for a mod to lock, but it's something I've got to do albeit.
For the past hour, I've been using the search feature to look back on a lot of old posts made by me. Not even close to all of my posts, but they went back to the summer of '05, and easily predicted how I posted before that time.
Looking at my posts, I noticed something. Not for the first time, though, mind you. I've looked back on some of these before, but tonight I just began to come to terms with myself.
I looked at nearly twenty different topics that I posted in, and I saw something very disturbing. A little more than a year ago, I was a horrible poster. I mean, I wouldn't listen to people, I flamed them, I made pointless topics, and I just didn't make sense a lot of times. I attribute my attitudes greatly to the fact that I was young for many of the posts, and I have since matured (As much as possible). I saw one thread that I absolutely wanted to repent for in which I completely flamed someone for no reason at all. I feel ashamed for what I did.
So, I now feel as if I have to this. This is a formal apology to everyone. Everyone who I know, knew, didn't know, don't know, and will come to know or never know. I apologize. I made mistakes, and I can now look back on them and see my wrong. I apologize. If I could go back and do something about it, I would delete all of my old posts and start over new. I sincerely do apologize to every single user who has ever posted in these forums. I apologize.
As I said, I'm sure a moderator may not find this to be the most appropriate of threads, but I nonetheless had to get this out. For myself.
I am changing my ways on the forum. I'm severely curtailing my ranting, my offensiveness, and my lewdness. I was crude in the past, and I hate myself for the image I portrayed.
To all of the Bungie community, I sincerely do apologize.